Phew. I just finished reading Before I go to sleep by SJ Watson. I really enjoyed it. It took me a few weeks  to read because, well, I'll be honest I haven't been in the mood for reading much lately, nor had the time. I decided today I was going to find my e-reader and finish the book. So glad I didI'm not going to say too much about it incase you're currently reading it/want to read it. Have you read it? What are your views?
I'm stuck for something to read next though.. hmm. Any suggestions? I have a few on my 'To read' list but I'd rather something new. I really wish I could get into the Hunger Games, but I just can't, although I did enjoy the movie.

Lotti is doing much better now. She is a lot better than she was, still not 100% but much better! I can not tell you how relieved I am. Honestly, I shed a few tears because I hate seeing her poorly, I really wasn;t sure she was going to make it. I just hope she continues getting better! Poor little kitten :( She has lost a lot of weight, I can feel her bones when I stroke her and I HATE that. I've been feeding her fresh cooked chicken breast as advised and will continue to do so mixing it in with her kitten food until she is 100% better. She is on antibiotics and medicine to line her little tummy along with dyralite stuff but for cats obviously, she has 60ml of that throughout the days well as her water which she laps herself and is sleeping in my bedroom, with me. (I know, I said I wouldn't do that because there are SO many hiding places upstairs and plus, it CAN be a bad habit but I just can not bare to leave her alone) She sleeps all night snuggled into me purring. So sweet <3 I really NEED a scratch post for her asap. Lol she is trying to drag my slipper across the room, aww.

Kids are all good. Looking forward to the last five days of school before schools out for summer. Yay! No more rushing around in the mornings like a headless chicken, no having to do packed lunches and school uniforms, yay! However, I am kind of dreading it because I've no idea how I am suppose to keep the kids entertained for such a long time, lol. Just hope and pray for good weather so that we can go to the beach, have picnics, time at the park etc.
We've got an after school tea party Thursday, as the head teacher of the infant school is leaving & Friday is Charlies leavers assembly as he will be leaving infant school & going up to Junior school in September (I can't believe I'll be a mum of two Juniors and an infant, gosh I feel old, lol.) The kids have got cards for the teachers, I just need to buy them a leavers present from the kids, or make one. I don't think Ellie realises she won't be attending nursery any more. At least she'll see the teachers every day as the nursery/pre school is part of the school. And of course her friends will be going up to primary school with her :)

I was tagged by Leopard Print Mommy.
Share 10 songs that mean something to me... So here goes.
I'm well old school when it comes to music so don't laugh, ok? lol. No it's ok you can laugh if you want - I do :D

So the first song. This song reminds me of my childhood after my mum and dad split up. My dad use to play this alllll the time

Yeah, lame but eh.

Second song:
Reminds me of my teenage years! I use to play this over and over and over again. Me and my friends use to sing it and even made up our own dance to it!



Third song, again same reason but reminds me of spending like 3 days in my best friends bedroom doing nothing but listening to music and watching random stuff on T.V. Like, SM:TV, rugrats, sister sister. Etc.



Fourth song was the song me and my other best friend listened to the night before I moved away :( I miss her! And I can not find her on facebook or friends reuinted. Or anywhere else. Idk where she is now and I really WISH we had of stayed in contact.



Next song. This reminds me of my kids SO much. The lyrics are so lovely.



Sixth song. Now when I went into labour with my first son, I went into hospital to be sent home again, well on the way there this song was playing. An hour later I was on my way back to the hospital and again this song was on a different radio station. So it really just reminds me of that and it actually means quite a lot to me. (A bit random I know!)


seventh song, I use to sing this when I was little girl.. .to my grandma. I know totally cheesy. She even recorded me singing it on TAPE, I think I was around 5/6 years old. I wonder if she still has it?



Eighth song - Ha! This song has helped me so much in the past. It's another post for another day but seriously I LOVE this.


Ninth song. My fave movie & my fave ALL TIME SONG! Seriosuly, this holds a lot of memories, like when I can't sleep and I lay there listening to it for hours, or when I watch the movie over and over lol. <3



Tenth song. Me and my fellas song :D I listen to this all.the.time.


Gosh, I could go on with this. lol.

I tag anyone who wants to do this!! I couldn't pick who to tag there fore I tag YOU, lol.
(Tell me in a comment if you do this, I'd love to see your playlist. =D)

Our kitten Lotti is poorly. Again.
She's not been eating or drinking and has diarrhoea. Also been trying to be sick/cough something up, Idk. I've been syringe feeding her water. Perhaps something is lodged in her throat? Perhaps she's swallowed something? Has a tummy bug? eaten something she shouldn't have/poisoned? I don't know. All I know is I hope she'll be ok. She's off to the vets later. She has lost weight and is probably about the same size she was when I first got her (almost 3 weeks ago, or was it 2? I've lost count!). She is so tiny and fragile. I really NEED for her to be ok.
She's asleep on my bed (I said I would never allow that but eh) away from noise, all snuggled up cosy and warm. Honestly, I really have bonded with her, I love her so much. As do the kids. She is part of my little family.
Please could you keep her in your thoughts/prayers for me.

Ugh, the O2 network was down yesterday and some of today. I think it's working again now but my BBMs are taking forever to send! So frustrating. I switched my blackberry from 3g to 2g and that solved the problem.. not the bbm problem though, wonder if that's my phone or O2? Hmm. I know, it's not the end of the world but even so.

We had a mini BBQ for dinner tonight, was lush! Just as we'd finished it clouded over & now looks like it is about to rain. Gotta love the British Summer, eh?! I still hope it's nice the weekend though, would be nice to sit out in the garden and play games, read and what not with my daughter. I do love our one on one time while the boys are with there dad.

I feel mega tired today. My own fault. Again. Staying up late watching old episodes of home & away on youtube. Plus, I was finding it hard to sleep last night. I think because my fella went home yesterday and I miss him so much already!

The kids are all good. The boys both got such good reports, I am SO proud of them both. I plan on getting some books from the library so they can continue reading thru the summer. We have LOADS of books but we've read them 9378467 times, lol. I know that there is some summer reading thing, something about reading 6 books? Idk, but that sounds like fun for the kids. They DO love to read!

The kitten is alright, at least I think. She hasn't been her usual playful self and hasn't eaten anything today... yet. Or had much milk. Really not sure what's up with her. I don't think she apprceiated the thunder storms yesterday and last night.